i want to let u know...

bismillah..

when u r trying hard to become a little cute butterfly in the eyes of THEM, u may end up by becoming a cute crazy monster. seriously. because. THEY have many eyes....

sometimes, we tend to interpret every single gazing eyes that observe every single thing that u do. then, u may trying to satisfy their needs. but. the fact is, THEY still got many eyes and many hearts...

now, I'm struggling hard to survive in this path. My inspirational path.

please. please help me to stay in this track. please. please help me to loosen my burdens. please. please let me know that everyone is saying "yes nasyitah, u r in right way." please. please help me move forwards. please. please dont drag me into my past. please. please let me be close to my only creator.

sometimes, we realize the fact is, but, we cant accept it. why?

tak sume benda yg kite buat dapat memuaskan hati di sekeliling kite. tak sume ape yg org2 di sekeliling kite buat dapat memuaskan hati kite. betul itu.

kalau mcm tu, andai mereka tibe2 dtg dan tibe2 pergi dalam hidup kamu, jgn sesekali mempersoalkan itu. sbb, mereka ade hak utk dtg dan pergi. begitukah??

tapi tapi tapi, ape yg sye nak merepek kat sni, mcm mne pun keadaan kawan kawan di sekeliling kamu itu dan ape pun anda mahu buat, please. think about the others. titik.

forgiveness...

we actually suppose to give the forgiveness towards those yg dont deserve it.
that is the right way of giving forgiveness. betul tak?
tapi.......susah kan kan nak buat mcm tu...because we tend to consider our feelings more than anything else.
anyway, as He promises for those having such a BIG heart, insyaAllah u may get the best merciful from Him. and, i really want to be the one. =.='

oke dah. penat la merepek. sambung nanti. sekian. :P